Sunday, July 18

i din go practise ed...sry.

我没去乐队练习了...对不起.
我不想半途而废的,不过,当你一个人坐在那里不知所措的时候,你会知道,你有多想要哭.
或许,这是一种解释,一种借口,但是,我说的是实话.
我知道,乐队里也有任何我一样不知所措,但是,他们最起码都会吹国歌和校歌...
我?一切都要重头学起.我没有耐性,没有毅力,所以,对不起.我办不到.
我知道很多东西都必须重新来过,但是,我有心学都没用.
因为,我没有时间.离表演的时间一直接近,我根本没时间学吹国歌和校歌.
国歌校歌会吹了,那主曲呢?我又不会了.
我真的不够时间.我太天真了.
以为努力就可以了,但是我没想到,我还要时间.
但是,我没有.不对,我有.但不够.
不是吗?
最后,我只想对加惠和对我失望的人说:对不起.
虽然,它一点意义也没有.

-itik-

Tuesday, July 13

I'm back ~~
Quick ~
Thanks me for putting the music ~
*clap clap clap ...*
:D
I love that song.
sweet :3

X-Jie

Wednesday, July 7

F4E...=Friends 4 Ever...

之前跟美琪吵了架...
心情超烂的...
有种陷入人生的绝望...
脑海中浮现寻死的意念...
--
托福了...阿弥陀佛,我们没事外加和好了...(暗爽~)
这一次特别咯...主动和好的是赖美琪耶~(再一次暗爽~)
而且啦,赖美琪应该是"害羞"拉...(很难想象~)
因为她在讲和的时候hor,她msn的status是"appear offline"的...(再来一次小小的暗爽~)
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈....(超难打的)
这样...算不算是好朋友?不过,我会再一次带给她伤害吗?我不懂.
不过,我真的怕.我怕再一次的伤害会是无法挽回的懊悔...
放下过去,把握当下.
我在消化这一句话.
加油咯...

-itik-

Tuesday, July 6

:D

I'm back again,
although i come back maybe twice a week.
but sometimes i didn't post entries.
--
blogskin changed,
C-box changed,
everything changed,
including us.
Became cold-blooded ,
left this place alone.
Left ,
alone,
cold,
feels no good.
be-ing abandon is no good you know ?
I feels bad.
So i hope that other fellas will still come back and take a look.
or simply type a "Pass-by"at the Cbox.
At least we knew that you've been here.
Please don't let this kind of mean things happen to this blog.
I beg you all.
--
So..
back to our conversation.
Don't care about the cold-blooded.
Where did I stopped ?
Nah,
never mind.
I've come here to recommend a way toooo long and HUGE story:
Greek Mythology.
I know you will call me banana people.
Skin is yellow,
but thinking of white things.
Yes, you can say that~
I even type English posts what ....
Fine ! Say what ever you want.
Back to the recommend.
If you are my gooddie friends,
you will know that i'm in love with Greek Mythology.
The what Zeus, Apollo, Poseidon,Tatarus,...
many more.
But after seeing these stories ,
[you can either see online or simply go to book stores
and buy the Greek Mythology book.]
there is one thing that you can't learn.
It is : 乱伦 {I don't know what the word in English}
Yeah, Greek gods do love to do this.
Marry with sisters or brothers,
and give birth to some freakin' childs.
:]
hope you love the Greek stories.
--
Best wishes from
X-Jie
:]